I DIDN'T WRITE THIS STORY TO ENCOURAGE
YOU TO DO WHAT I'M DOING, I JUST WANTED TO SHARE MY STORY WITH YOU.
THAT'S IT! SO READING THIS CHAPTER MAY TELL YOU A LITTLE BIT OF THE
PURPOSE OF WHY I WROTE THIS STORY.
Some of you wants to put captures
instead of writing the chats and some doesn't, so to be fair I'll
post some chapters with captures and others without. But this chapter
doesn't contain captures, sorry!
Comment on the chapter, please.
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Enjoy!x
You know what happened? Yazeed is
leaving her!!
I didn't understand why would he do
that?
Fi nas jayeen y56bun Ghada b3d km yuum
and she told Yazeed about it. Bs Ghada ma t3rf meen eli jay y56bha,
3'beya! Tgul ast7i as2l 5alti Nouf -_-.
She showed me his reaction in the
captures.
Chat:
Yazeed: I think its time to say
good-bye, isn't it?
Ghada~: Why?
Yazeed: Ghada you're getting married, I
have to delete you!
Ghada~: Ma 7'awaaffgg 3lllaa el5i6bba
yaa Yazeed!!!!
Yazeed.: Ghada ha4i fur9t 3umr, keef ma
twafgeen? W a9lan it doesn't matter e4a wafgti aw la, 7ta ana ray7
a56b greeb b24n allah
Ghada~: Yazeed bla estehbal
Yazeed.: Ma a6'n en ha4a elmw6'u3 ynmz7
feeh, allah ywfgk enti wyah yalla bye.
Ghada didn't reply to “Bye”. She
was crying, she just couldn't. Then he deleted her, such a 7ywan!
I tried to calmed her down bs ma nf3.
After she talked about it, she just couldn't stop crying.
You may think that she's dlu3a but
she's not, four years and then he leaves her bkl s'hula? If he really
loved her, he wouldn't do that!
Yazeed and Ghada were the cutest
couples every, I mean it.
Ghada slept while crying.
..
The next day.
Ghada: Yalllaa guumiii
I woke up and found a big smile on
Ghada's face.
What happened?
Me: Lesh aguum?
I yawned.
Ghada: Emshi bshtri festan, el56ba b3d
km yuum!
She looked beyond happy. I didn't want
to ruin her happiness by asking her wsh jak? I don't want her to
remember yesterday and Yazeed..
I entered the bathroom and did my
business then I wore my 3baya and we went out.
We arrived to the mall. Ghada, 5alti
Nouf and I.
Ghada is still happy.. efff! Anhablt?
Yazeed, did she forgot about him or
what?
Finally when we found the perfect
dress.. she teared.
Me: Ghaddaa wsh feeeekk?
Ghada: Ya5tii 5laa9 ma agdr aswii eni
fr7aanna maa agdrrr!! a7bb Yazeed wallah a7baah ya Ghalia!!! Kl a7dd
y3rf gad esh a7bah, keef atzwj wa7d 3'eraah???
THANK GOD 5ALTI NOUF WASN'T NEAR US WLA
KAN SM3T'HA!
I hugged her w 7awlt ahdeha.
Then 5alti Nouf came.
5alti Nouf: Ghadaa 7bebtti
She hugged her.
5alti Nouf talked to her, she thinks
that Ghada is nervous about the engagement..
So.. we bought the dress that Ghada chose and went back home.
Seeing Ghada like this feels really
bad. I just wanted to cry.
Ghada went to her room and I waited for
her in the 9ala.
Then Fahad came.
Fahad: Hallaaa
Me: Ahleeen
To be honest.. I hated all boys after
what Yazeed did. I know.. they're not all alike, but maybe they are
right? Ugghh I don't know but I stopped trusting Fahad. Maybe he'll
do what Yazeed did eventually!
He sat beside me and we started
chatting.
Then I realized how stupid I am, this
is Fahad not Yazeed. They're not the same at all, simply DIFFERENT!
Then Ghada came..
She was acting normal 3shan Fahad ma
ys2lha wla y7s en feeha shy.
Fahad: Ghada smi wldk Fahad 3la 5alah
Ghada: La
Me: La ana bsmi Fahad
Fahad: Ma ymdeek
Me: Ella, 3la kefk?
Fahad: Yaa 4kyya ma y9l7 el abu w el
wld ykunun nfs elesm
LOL DOES HE MEAN THAT I'M GOING TO
MARRY HIM?
I BLUSHED.
Fahad: Heyy enti la tst7een tra ymkn
tetzwjeen Fahad thani g9di, mu ana
He laughed.
Me: Meen gal enii abi atzwjk a9lan?
Fahad: M7d 3'9bkk, bs ana abi atzwjk
I love it when he becomes romantic in a
kind of hya6 way.. I blushed.
We completed talking about this
subject, and whenever he says something I blush.
Fahad stopped making me blush because
5ali Faisal and 5alti Nouf sat with us, and they joined this
conversation.
5alti Nouf: Esh btsmeen wldk?
She asked Ghada.
Ghada: Yazeed
5ali Faisal and 5alti Nouf stared at
her in a creepy way.
Ghada: Hw wsh feekum?
5ali Faisal looked at 5alti Nouf then
both of them laughed.
Ma fhamt, wsh elsalfa?
Ghada: Wshuu?
5ali Faisal smiled.
5ali Faisal: La mafi shy bs ana knt
agul l Nouf en enti btsmeen awl wld Faisal bs 5ab 6'ni
Ghada: Inshallah awl wa7d Faisal
She smiled.
5alti Nouf: Faisal gul laha
All of us were shocked, what the hell
is they talking about?
5ali Faisal: Ghada 7bebti, ma tgdreen
tsmeen wldk Yazeed
Ghada: Leshh?
5alti Faisal: L2n Yazeed Alflani hu eli
6alb ydk
This is Yazeed's family name!!
Ghada smiled the biggest smile
ever!!!!!
All of them st3'rbu but she didn't
care.
She went to her room and I followed
her.
I entered the room behind her and
closed the door.
Me: Ghaaadddaaa!!!!!
I screamed of happiness.
We kept screaming and jumping all over
her room. El7mdellah!!
I'm glad to see her like this.
Ghada: Bs lesh Baba y3lmni
Me: E7mdi rbk!
Ghada: Lw mufaj2a wallah a7la
Me: Swi nfsk tfaj2ti gdam Yazeed
Ghada: Laa bklmma
Me: Lala
I love seeing her happy!
Both of us sjdna sjuud elshukr.
El7mdellah!
Well, Yazeed's surprise is kind of cute but he shouldn't delete Ghada and talk to her like this.
Half an hour later I went back home.
..
Few days later.
Ghada's engagement is today and I'm
really excited!
My mother and I went to her house.
My mother was helping 5alti Nouf with
some stuff while I stayed with Ghada.
Finally, after couple of hours. They
arrived, Yazeed arrived!
5alti Nouf gave Ghada a speech before
seeing him.
And I was listening to the speech.
The ending of it made me laugh.
5alti Nouf: W e4a 6lb rgmk 36eeh tra
56eebk 3adi
Ghada: La 3ndah ma y7taj
LOL!!! She said that by mistake, she's
really nervous!
5alti Nouf laughed.
5alti Nouf: Yalla twkli 3la allah w
ru7i
Ghada went downstairs and went to the
mjls and we're waiting for her.
We waited and waited..
Then Ghada finally came back.
But.. she had tears in her eyes, whats
wrong ?!
5alti Nouf and My mother: Ghada!
They gasped.
El7een wsh feeha? La ykun 6l3 en ha4a
mub Yazeed 7bebha?
Me: Lesh t9e7en?
Ghada: Ma a9e7 bs dm3t 3yuni
Me: Elii hu, lesh?
Ghada: 3shan a5eran bntzwaj
Yaa allaaah 4i bs tf9'7 nafsaha, yarrbb
en fi Mama w 5alti Nouf!
Mama: A5eran bntzwj?
Both of them laughed.
..
Few days later..
Its morning and I'm in school.
I checked my bbm.
Chat:
F.: Ghalia
F.: 97 e7na ma n5bi shy 3la b36'?
Me: Ee?
F.: Lesh ma 3lmteeni 3n Ghada w Yazeed?
Gbl el56ba:p
Me: Ma fhamt?
F.: La tst3'been, e5ti kant m5awya w
knti tdreen bs m5bya 3lay!!
Me: Ee m5bya, ajal af6'7ha?
F.: Ee tgulen li, l2nk 3arfa eni ma
a5bi 3leek wla shy!!!
Me: 6yb
Efff. I'm not discussing this with him.
Bl3gl y3ni, why would I tell Fahad
about Ghada and Yazeed before the engagement?
Then I closed my mobile.
We studied the first period, but the
second no. We had a mu7a6'ra denya.
While the da3ya was talking, few payed
attention.
I liked what she's said, really.
I don't remember everything but what I
heard really affected me, I'm surely going to ask her when she
finish.
When she finished the mu7a6'ra, a lot
of girls went to ask her.
But I waited till everyone finished, I
don't want them to hear my question w ysh67 tfkerhum.
Me: Elslam 3laykum
Elda3ya: W 3laykum elslam
Me: 3ndi su2al, mumkn as2l?
Elda3ya: Tf6'li
Me: 7ram elbnat yklmun elawlad?
(I'm going to write what she said in
Arabic 3shan kant t7ki lu3'a 3rbya fus7a. Its better in Arabic.)
Elda3ya: نعم
لأنها تؤدي إلى الفتنة والوقوع في المعصية
What?
So its 7ram?
Me: 6yb shukrn
I
walked away.
OMG!!!
What I'm doing is 7ram?
Twni
adri wallah!
Should
I end this with Fahad? But I can't. I'm going to regret this.
Ghalia,
no. Don't think like this, you have to end it. 6a3t rabi ahm.
I
went back to the class and I'm still thinking of what she said.
Efffff.
I don't know what to do!
I
talked to Areeb and Deema in the recess and told them about my
question that I've asked.
Areeb
didn't say a word, she still talk to boys y3ni. But Deema tried to
help me.
Deema:
5la9 7akeh w ems7eeh, bs fhmeh awl
Me:
La Deema ma agdr w a9lan hu shwy m39b mni
Deema:
Ummmm 6yb fi 6rega thanya bs ma a7s bt6'b6
Me:
Esh?
Deema:
T9ereen tzbdeen lah lmn ma hu eli y6fsh w yms7k
Me:
Deeemaa laa wsh tbeen entti!
I thought about what the da3ya said, I
can still hear her words.
I have to do something.
..
I went back home, kissed my parent's
forehead, then I went upstairs.
I changed my clothes and went
downstairs.
I wasn't talking, I'm thinking of
Fahad..
Bs 9dg no need to end this right? No.
Nrj3 friends bs? YES.
I know, even being friends with a boy
is not okay in Islam but its better than lovers right?
I opened my mobile and talked to him.
Chat:
Me: Fahad!
F.: Yes?
Me: Madri keef abda bha4a elmw6'u3 bs
wsh rayk n9er friends zy awl w bs?
F.: Ghaliaa -_-
F.: 3shan 39bt 3leek elyuum el9ba7?
Me: Laa
F.: Ajl?
I told him about the da3ya.
F.: Ee 5la9 bkefk, friends it is.
Me: ;p
F.: :*
Me: x
THAT WAS A BIT WEIRD WASN'T IT?
That simple? In a minute, 3la 6ul ee?
Ghalia stop thinking like this. What
you did is the best for you and for everyone. That wasn't a mistake
what you just did.
I tried to convince myself but I
couldn't. It feels like a big mistake!
..
5 hours later.
I talked to Fahad.
Chat:
Me: Heey kefk?
F.: Gd u?
Me: Good
He didn't reply. Okay.. did I hurt him?
Me: Fahad:p
F.: Halla
Should I say what I'm thinking of?
Should I?
Lala.
Amz7 ella yalla bismellah.
Me: Tra ana wallah a7bk Fahad, 8smn
bellah a7bk bs 3shan rabi w a3mali ya Fahad!
Tyyypppiinnggg wwhhhaatt I jusssttt
saaiidd feelllltttt scaarrrryyy!!!
I'm really afraid from his response.
OMG w9l lah.
R. Its an R. He read it. Yummma!!!
Is writing a message..
My heart is beating, like the first
time I told him. Hoping it won't be the last.
F.: Ghalia wallah ana akthr bs 5lena
friends zy ma glti w ma y7taj n4kr nfsna enena kena n7b b36' mu a7sn?
Me: Ok
KENA? KENA? KENNA????
Ouch.
I regret telling him that we should be
friends. It hurts.
I'm stupid. But no, what I did is
right.
..
Its Wednesday.
In the past days, Fahad and I were
talking just like two friends who just got to knew each other. In
another word, strangers.
Our un-stopping conversation tuned into a
“Hey how are you” “Good you” “Good” kind of conversation.
Reading our chat history makes me tear.
I'm talking like I lost him but I didn't el7mdellah, but I lost what we had. didn't I?
But I'm trying to get this out of my
mind, I'm going to Areeb today.
I changed my clothes, wore my 3baya and
rode the car.
I arrived to Areeb's.
Deema was there.
We stayed near the swimming pool.
Deema: Meen awl mra shfteeh hena?
She laughed.
Fahad. Here was the first time that I
saw him.
We changed this subject and continued chatting.
Till my phone rang.. it was Fahad.
weird.
I answered.
Fahad: Fi bnat 3nd Areeb, enti m3hum?
Me: Ee ana w Deema w Areeb
Fahad: Gulelhum yru7un, abi a7akek
Me: 6yb
what? did he dialed a wrong number?
I told the girls, then they went inside and I waited for him.
