Sunday, July 29, 2012

Please Read This



Hello my readers..

I don't know what to say but this chapter is the ending, sorry.
I know that I told you that I'm not going to stop the story, I know.. but I have to, because of reasons that I cannot share it with you. I'm really sorry!

This ending is going to be a summarized, short and 100% true.



..


I didn't waited for too long, Fahad showed up in a couple of minutes.

He asked me to get back with him and I said yes.
After six months, my dad knew about us. So we ended everything.
I had a serious punishment and its still going on.

But what's good about it is that I stopped talking to boys.

That what's happened to me.. 

But Fahad?
He forgot all about me, like he doesn't know me. I see him once a year maybe.. 
Sad isn't it?






Sorry for this ending but I can't complete this story, I just can't.
To those people who I promised for a long ending.. SORRY!!



Friday, July 27, 2012

Chapter Sixteen


I DIDN'T WRITE THIS STORY TO ENCOURAGE YOU TO DO WHAT I'M DOING, I JUST WANTED TO SHARE MY STORY WITH YOU. THAT'S IT! SO READING THIS CHAPTER MAY TELL YOU A LITTLE BIT OF THE PURPOSE OF WHY I WROTE THIS STORY.



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You know what happened? Yazeed is leaving her!!

I didn't understand why would he do that?

Fi nas jayeen y56bun Ghada b3d km yuum and she told Yazeed about it. Bs Ghada ma t3rf meen eli jay y56bha, 3'beya! Tgul ast7i as2l 5alti Nouf -_-.
She showed me his reaction in the captures.

Chat:

Yazeed: I think its time to say good-bye, isn't it?
Ghada~: Why?
Yazeed: Ghada you're getting married, I have to delete you!
Ghada~: Ma 7'awaaffgg 3lllaa el5i6bba yaa Yazeed!!!!
Yazeed.: Ghada ha4i fur9t 3umr, keef ma twafgeen? W a9lan it doesn't matter e4a wafgti aw la, 7ta ana ray7 a56b greeb b24n allah
Ghada~: Yazeed bla estehbal
Yazeed.: Ma a6'n en ha4a elmw6'u3 ynmz7 feeh, allah ywfgk enti wyah yalla bye.

Ghada didn't reply to “Bye”. She was crying, she just couldn't. Then he deleted her, such a 7ywan!

I tried to calmed her down bs ma nf3. After she talked about it, she just couldn't stop crying.
You may think that she's dlu3a but she's not, four years and then he leaves her bkl s'hula? If he really loved her, he wouldn't do that!
Yazeed and Ghada were the cutest couples every, I mean it.

Ghada slept while crying.


..

The next day.

Ghada: Yalllaa guumiii

I woke up and found a big smile on Ghada's face.
What happened?

Me: Lesh aguum?

I yawned.

Ghada: Emshi bshtri festan, el56ba b3d km yuum!

She looked beyond happy. I didn't want to ruin her happiness by asking her wsh jak? I don't want her to remember yesterday and Yazeed..

I entered the bathroom and did my business then I wore my 3baya and we went out.

We arrived to the mall. Ghada, 5alti Nouf and I.

Ghada is still happy.. efff! Anhablt?
Yazeed, did she forgot about him or what?

Finally when we found the perfect dress.. she teared.

Me: Ghaddaa wsh feeeekk?
Ghada: Ya5tii 5laa9 ma agdr aswii eni fr7aanna maa agdrrr!! a7bb Yazeed wallah a7baah ya Ghalia!!! Kl a7dd y3rf gad esh a7bah, keef atzwj wa7d 3'eraah???

THANK GOD 5ALTI NOUF WASN'T NEAR US WLA KAN SM3T'HA!

I hugged her w 7awlt ahdeha.
Then 5alti Nouf came.

5alti Nouf: Ghadaa 7bebtti

She hugged her.
5alti Nouf talked to her, she thinks that Ghada is nervous about the engagement..

So.. we bought the dress that Ghada chose and went back home.

Seeing Ghada like this feels really bad. I just wanted to cry.


Ghada went to her room and I waited for her in the 9ala.
Then Fahad came.

Fahad: Hallaaa
Me: Ahleeen

To be honest.. I hated all boys after what Yazeed did. I know.. they're not all alike, but maybe they are right? Ugghh I don't know but I stopped trusting Fahad. Maybe he'll do what Yazeed did eventually!
He sat beside me and we started chatting.
Then I realized how stupid I am, this is Fahad not Yazeed. They're not the same at all, simply DIFFERENT!

Then Ghada came..

She was acting normal 3shan Fahad ma ys2lha wla y7s en feeha shy.

Fahad: Ghada smi wldk Fahad 3la 5alah
Ghada: La
Me: La ana bsmi Fahad
Fahad: Ma ymdeek
Me: Ella, 3la kefk?
Fahad: Yaa 4kyya ma y9l7 el abu w el wld ykunun nfs elesm

LOL DOES HE MEAN THAT I'M GOING TO MARRY HIM?
I BLUSHED.

Fahad: Heyy enti la tst7een tra ymkn tetzwjeen Fahad thani g9di, mu ana

He laughed.

Me: Meen gal enii abi atzwjk a9lan?
Fahad: M7d 3'9bkk, bs ana abi atzwjk

I love it when he becomes romantic in a kind of hya6 way.. I blushed.
We completed talking about this subject, and whenever he says something I blush.

Fahad stopped making me blush because 5ali Faisal and 5alti Nouf sat with us, and they joined this conversation.

5alti Nouf: Esh btsmeen wldk?

She asked Ghada.

Ghada: Yazeed

5ali Faisal and 5alti Nouf stared at her in a creepy way.

Ghada: Hw wsh feekum?

5ali Faisal looked at 5alti Nouf then both of them laughed.
Ma fhamt, wsh elsalfa?

Ghada: Wshuu?

5ali Faisal smiled.

5ali Faisal: La mafi shy bs ana knt agul l Nouf en enti btsmeen awl wld Faisal bs 5ab 6'ni
Ghada: Inshallah awl wa7d Faisal

She smiled.

5alti Nouf: Faisal gul laha

All of us were shocked, what the hell is they talking about?

5ali Faisal: Ghada 7bebti, ma tgdreen tsmeen wldk Yazeed
Ghada: Leshh?
5alti Faisal: L2n Yazeed Alflani hu eli 6alb ydk

This is Yazeed's family name!!

Ghada smiled the biggest smile ever!!!!!

All of them st3'rbu but she didn't care.

She went to her room and I followed her.

I entered the room behind her and closed the door.

Me: Ghaaadddaaa!!!!!


I screamed of happiness.
We kept screaming and jumping all over her room. El7mdellah!!
I'm glad to see her like this.

Ghada: Bs lesh Baba y3lmni
Me: E7mdi rbk!
Ghada: Lw mufaj2a wallah a7la
Me: Swi nfsk tfaj2ti gdam Yazeed
Ghada: Laa bklmma
Me: Lala

I love seeing her happy!
Both of us sjdna sjuud elshukr. El7mdellah!

Well, Yazeed's surprise is kind of cute but he shouldn't delete Ghada and talk to her like this. 

Half an hour later I went back home.
..

Few days later.

Ghada's engagement is today and I'm really excited!

My mother and I went to her house.
My mother was helping 5alti Nouf with some stuff while I stayed with Ghada.

Finally, after couple of hours. They arrived, Yazeed arrived!

5alti Nouf gave Ghada a speech before seeing him.
And I was listening to the speech.

The ending of it made me laugh.

5alti Nouf: W e4a 6lb rgmk 36eeh tra 56eebk 3adi
Ghada: La 3ndah ma y7taj

LOL!!! She said that by mistake, she's really nervous!

5alti Nouf laughed.

5alti Nouf: Yalla twkli 3la allah w ru7i

Ghada went downstairs and went to the mjls and we're waiting for her.

We waited and waited..

Then Ghada finally came back.
But.. she had tears in her eyes, whats wrong ?!

5alti Nouf and My mother: Ghada!

They gasped.

El7een wsh feeha? La ykun 6l3 en ha4a mub Yazeed 7bebha?

Me: Lesh t9e7en?
Ghada: Ma a9e7 bs dm3t 3yuni
Me: Elii hu, lesh?
Ghada: 3shan a5eran bntzwaj

Yaa allaaah 4i bs tf9'7 nafsaha, yarrbb en fi Mama w 5alti Nouf!

Mama: A5eran bntzwj?

Both of them laughed.

..

Few days later..

Its morning and I'm in school.
I checked my bbm.

Chat:

F.: Ghalia
F.: 97 e7na ma n5bi shy 3la b36'?
Me: Ee?
F.: Lesh ma 3lmteeni 3n Ghada w Yazeed? Gbl el56ba:p
Me: Ma fhamt?
F.: La tst3'been, e5ti kant m5awya w knti tdreen bs m5bya 3lay!!
Me: Ee m5bya, ajal af6'7ha?
F.: Ee tgulen li, l2nk 3arfa eni ma a5bi 3leek wla shy!!!
Me: 6yb

Efff. I'm not discussing this with him.
Bl3gl y3ni, why would I tell Fahad about Ghada and Yazeed before the engagement?

Then I closed my mobile.

We studied the first period, but the second no. We had a mu7a6'ra denya.
While the da3ya was talking, few payed attention.

I liked what she's said, really.
I don't remember everything but what I heard really affected me, I'm surely going to ask her when she finish.

When she finished the mu7a6'ra, a lot of girls went to ask her.
But I waited till everyone finished, I don't want them to hear my question w ysh67 tfkerhum.

Me: Elslam 3laykum
Elda3ya: W 3laykum elslam
Me: 3ndi su2al, mumkn as2l?
Elda3ya: Tf6'li
Me: 7ram elbnat yklmun elawlad?

(I'm going to write what she said in Arabic 3shan kant t7ki lu3'a 3rbya fus7a. Its better in Arabic.)

Elda3ya: نعم لأنها تؤدي إلى الفتنة والوقوع في المعصية

What? So its 7ram?

Me: 6yb shukrn

I walked away.
OMG!!! What I'm doing is 7ram?
Twni adri wallah!

Should I end this with Fahad? But I can't. I'm going to regret this.
Ghalia, no. Don't think like this, you have to end it. 6a3t rabi ahm.

I went back to the class and I'm still thinking of what she said.
Efffff. I don't know what to do!

I talked to Areeb and Deema in the recess and told them about my question that I've asked.
Areeb didn't say a word, she still talk to boys y3ni. But Deema tried to help me.

Deema: 5la9 7akeh w ems7eeh, bs fhmeh awl
Me: La Deema ma agdr w a9lan hu shwy m39b mni
Deema: Ummmm 6yb fi 6rega thanya bs ma a7s bt6'b6
Me: Esh?
Deema: T9ereen tzbdeen lah lmn ma hu eli y6fsh w yms7k
Me: Deeemaa laa wsh tbeen entti!

I thought about what the da3ya said, I can still hear her words.
I have to do something.

..

I went back home, kissed my parent's forehead, then I went upstairs.
I changed my clothes and went downstairs.

I wasn't talking, I'm thinking of Fahad..
Bs 9dg no need to end this right? No.
Nrj3 friends bs? YES.

I know, even being friends with a boy is not okay in Islam but its better than lovers right?

I opened my mobile and talked to him.

Chat:

Me: Fahad!
F.: Yes?
Me: Madri keef abda bha4a elmw6'u3 bs wsh rayk n9er friends zy awl w bs?
F.: Ghaliaa -_-
F.: 3shan 39bt 3leek elyuum el9ba7?
Me: Laa
F.: Ajl?

I told him about the da3ya.

F.: Ee 5la9 bkefk, friends it is.
Me: ;p
F.: :*
Me: x

THAT WAS A BIT WEIRD WASN'T IT?

That simple? In a minute, 3la 6ul ee?
Ghalia stop thinking like this. What you did is the best for you and for everyone. That wasn't a mistake what you just did.

I tried to convince myself but I couldn't. It feels like a big mistake!

..

5 hours later.

I talked to Fahad.

Chat:

Me: Heey kefk?
F.: Gd u?
Me: Good

He didn't reply. Okay.. did I hurt him?

Me: Fahad:p
F.: Halla

Should I say what I'm thinking of?
Should I?
Lala.
Amz7 ella yalla bismellah.

Me: Tra ana wallah a7bk Fahad, 8smn bellah a7bk bs 3shan rabi w a3mali ya Fahad!

Tyyypppiinnggg wwhhhaatt I jusssttt saaiidd feelllltttt scaarrrryyy!!!
I'm really afraid from his response.

OMG w9l lah.

R. Its an R. He read it. Yummma!!!

Is writing a message..

My heart is beating, like the first time I told him. Hoping it won't be the last.

F.: Ghalia wallah ana akthr bs 5lena friends zy ma glti w ma y7taj n4kr nfsna enena kena n7b b36' mu a7sn?
Me: Ok

KENA? KENA? KENNA????
Ouch.

I regret telling him that we should be friends. It hurts.

I'm stupid. But no, what I did is right.

..

Its Wednesday.

In the past days, Fahad and I were talking just like two friends who just got to knew each other. In another word, strangers.

Our un-stopping conversation tuned into a “Hey how are you” “Good you” “Good” kind of conversation.
Reading our chat history makes me tear.

I'm talking like I lost him but I didn't el7mdellah, but I lost what we had. didn't I? 

But I'm trying to get this out of my mind, I'm going to Areeb today.

I changed my clothes, wore my 3baya and rode the car.

I arrived to Areeb's.
Deema was there.


We stayed near the swimming pool.

Deema: Meen awl mra shfteeh hena?

She laughed.
Fahad. Here was the first time that I saw him.

We changed this subject and continued chatting. 

Till my phone rang.. it was Fahad. 
weird. 
I answered. 

Fahad: Fi bnat 3nd Areeb, enti m3hum? 
Me: Ee ana w Deema w Areeb
Fahad: Gulelhum yru7un, abi a7akek 
Me: 6yb 

what? did he dialed a wrong number? 

I told the girls, then they went inside and I waited for him. 


Chapter Fifteen


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The one who opened the room door was 5ali Faisal, Fahad's father.
Shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiitttt.

Alllaaaaahhhh ysssttttrrrrrrr!!!!!!!

5ali Faisal: Yalla Fahad ru7 9al blmsjd
Fahad: Inshallah

He stood and entered the bathroom 3shan ytw6'a.

5ali Faisal: Kefk Ghalia?

Hw? n3m? Wshu? Anhabl? Wsh feeh? Mu mfru6' y39b?

Me: 7mdellah.

I smiled.
He smiled back and got out of the room.

WTF? I expected that he'll get mad or something.. but no. He was smiling?
Maybe he's mad but he don't want to show it? I don't know.. But it was really AWKWARD that he saw us sitting next to each other.


I was walking to get out of the room then..

Fahad: Heyy ween ray7a?
Me: 3nd Ghada
Fahad: Mafi bye wla shy? Klma thanya k4a?
Me: Ummm ella fi..... kl zg.

We laughed.

I went to Ghada's room.

Ghada: Mashallah wsh 4alta25eer?
Me: Madri
Ghada: Ween el movie?
Me: Madri
Ghada: Ghaliia weenah?
Me: Madri
Ghada: Ghaaliiiaa!!!
Me: Madri

I laughed so hard. I love it when she's angry.

I told her what happened in Fahad's room and that her father entered the room faj2a and saw us.

Ghada: Ya 7mara shfti el movie bduni? Ana ma jetk a7sbkum tsulfun mabi a5rb 3leekum

She laughed.

Me: Ma hmk ela el movie? Agull lk abuk shafna w e7na jalseen jamb b36'!!!
Ghada: 6yb?
Me: Wsh 6yybb? Shaafnna shaafnna
Ghada: 6yb 3adi, yarb enk jalsa jambah ma swetu shy y3ni

Yes that's true.. but I was with him, in a room alone. W ma ygrb li wla shy tra.

Me: Bs 7ttta wlww
Ghada: La wallah 3adi Baba, y7b Fahad ldrja mu 6be3ya! Bl3ks bynbs6 en shafkum m3 b36'
Me: Wallah?
Ghada: Eee wallah

7mdellah.

Ghada and I watched a movie.
After it finished..

Ghada: Wsh rayk n6l3?
Me: Mn jdk? Shufi sa3a km awl!
Ghada: Km?
Me: 11
Ghada: 6yb 3adii
Me: W ween nru7 a9lan?
Ghada: Supermarket
Me: 6yb
Ghada: La t5afeen, fheed byji m3ana
Me: Eee 6b3n

We went to Fahad's room and told him that we're going out and he's coming with us.
Ghada asked permission from her father and he said yes.

We rode the car and went to the supermarket.

We arrived.

While buying some chocolate we saw Dana. Do you remember her? Deema's friend? But now we're friends, you know that.
We're friends yes, but not that close. She doesn't know about Fahad.

When she saw me with Fahad, she was beyond shocked. Allaaah el7een tfkerha bysh67, 9dg abadn mub fa6'ya laha.

Slmt 3leeha and Fahad was standing next to me.

Dana: Fahad kefk?

I gave her “5eer wsh tbeen” look. B3d t7aki Fahad?

Fahad: 7mdellah.

He didn't ask her back. Haha!
Fahad acutally hate her because awl kant dayman tswi prank calls 3leeh w tswi add testable 3leeh w tbthrah bzyada. 

Dana: 7ta ana 7mdellah kwaisa, thank you for asking

She laughed.
Wow ma y6'7k.
None of us laughed back.

Me: Yalla lazm aru7 bye.

I gave her a tsleek smile and walked away.

We bought a lot of chocolates.

Then we went to the casher, and as we waited I checked my bbm.

Dana was talking to me..

Chat:

Dana~: Wsh beenk enti w Fahad?:p
Me: Wla shy :s

Wsh tbi 4i?

Dana~: Ajal sub7an allah faj2a 6al3een m3 b36' =))
Me: Wld zuj 5alti, 6l3t m3ah hu w e5tah. Feeha shy?
Dana~: Aaaaaa
Dana~: 6yb 3adi pin Fahad if you don't mind?
Me: Ok I'll ask him.
Dana~: Okk

I showed Fahad the chat.

Fahad: Ya allah lha4i eldrja ana wseem? 36eha my pin bs
Me: Fahad!

He laughed.

Fahad: T3'areen?

He whispered because we're still in the supermarket.

Me: Ee wsh raykk y33nii ma a7bkk anna?

I whispered back.
He smiled a big smile.

Fahad: 36eni eljwal

He took the mobile from the hands and started typing.


The mobile was with him till we got in the car and he's still using it, 7ta ma shal wla kees. Bs ana w Ghada.

We rode the car.

Me: 5l9t?
Fahad: Eeee mn zmaan bs ga3d a7us feeh
Me: 7marr 36nnii

He gave me my mobile while laughing.

I opened Dana's chat.

Chat:

Me: Ahlen ana Fahad
Dana~: Ahlan! 3adi your pin?:p
Me: La mu 3adi
Dana~: Why?
Me: Loool ya5ti mabeeekkkk
Dana~: Ghalia?
Me: La ana Fahad

The file has been sent to Dana~.
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Completed

Dana~: Ok :s

Fahad was talking to Dana from my mobile, but what did he say in the voicenote?

I locked my mobile.

Me: Fheed
Fahad: 3yuun Fheed?
Me: Wsh glt laha bl voicenote?
Fahad: Glt ana a7b Ghalia w he t3'ar w ashya2 kthera
Me: Fahaaddd!!!
Ghada: Eff eskttuu
Me: Kelii zgg
Fahad: Wsh feeh elzeen 39ab?
Me: Fahad wsh glt laha?
Fahad: Amz7 hdi ya5ti
Me: A7sb
Fahad: Keli zg enti wsh tbeen
Me: 5la9 amz7 wla shy
Fahad: A7sb

:|?

LOL!! I love how funny he is!!

I laughed.
And we kept laughing all the way!
W Ghada madri wsh feeha m39ba w sakta.

We arrived home.
Jlsna bel9ala eli fug and Ghada went to her room.

I checked my bbm.
Ghada just changed her personal message into “Worst day every!

I bbm-ed her.

Chat:

Me: Wsh feeeekkk??
Me: PING!!!
Me: PING!!!

It was an R. She's ignoring me.

Me: Fahad shwy w aji bs dgega.
Fahad: 6yb

I went to Ghada's room and found her crying.

Me: Wsh feeeekkk???? Ghaaaddaaa!!!!!

She ignored me.

Me: Ghaadaa wsh feek bsr33aa?
Ghada: E6l3ii brra w skrrii elbaabb!!

I tried to calm her down till I did.
She washed her face and I got for her some water.

Me: 6yb wsh feek?

Then suddenly Fahad entered. Mub wgta.

Fahad: Wsshh feekuum?
Me: Wla shy bs b6nha y3wrha, e6l3 bra
Fahad: Laa wsh feeha?
Ghada: Fahad mafeni shy e6l3 bra

He got out of the room then I double-checked that he's out mu mt5bi 3shan ysm3.

Me: Wsh 9ar?
Ghada: Yazeed..
Me: Wsh feeehhh?

She told me elsalfa kamla. OMG!

Thursday, July 26, 2012

Chapter Fourteen

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I opened the window and looked at him.

It was Fahad.

Whaaaat a shittyyy luccckkk.
The day that I have deleted him, I see him?

Fahad: Ghalia wsh tsween hena?

Weird.. I'm expecting that he'll ask about the delete!

Me: 5rbt elsyara
Fahad: Fi a7d byjek wla tbeen aw9lk?
Me: La 5la9 shukrn el7een byji a7d
Fahad: Meen?
Me: Madri
Fahad: 6yb eg3di eb syarti lmn ma yji eli bya54k


I want to stay in his car because there's no AC! 9dgg 7rrr.
But I'm not sure who will pick me up, right? If someone saw me in his car.. Bysh67 tfkerhum.

Me: La bg3d hena
Fahad: 6yb bkefk.. Eee 97 wsh feeh jwalk?
Me: Mafeh shy lesh?
Fahad: Ajal ms7teni?
Me: Ana ms7tk?
Fahad: Ee?
Me: La, ana faj2a ma lgeetk 3ndi 7sbtk mas7ni


I know.. I lied. Ajal agul ee ms7tk?

Fahad: Wsh da3wa Ghalia! T5yli ams7k bs, 6yb 36eni your pin? Wla sawi li add

Wait a minute, why did I delete him in the first place? Because of Ghada right? Bs wsh d5lha feena 9dg?
Y3ni she's not going to take Fahad's mobile and see me in his contacts.. Elzbda its okay, malha d5l 4i elbthra.

Me: 36ni your pin

I un-locked my mobile.

Fahad: 2*******

Then I added him.

Fahad: Fi wa7da esmaha Ghalia swt li add meen ha4i?

He laughed, and I laughed back.

He was standing 3nd shbaki the whole time.
Then I got out of the car because jw ha4uli eli yshelun elsyara, ywdunha 3shan y9l7unha.
The driver went with them, but Lisa stayed with me.


Fahad and I were walking.
Ma r7na b3ed, kna nmshi 3nd ha4a el beet eli kan feeh, beet 9dega.
And Lisa is walking behind us.. Mlgufa!


Then a car stopped and opened a window..

: Ghaliiia, Fahaadd

Both of us looked at the car.

The one who was calling my name is 5alti Nouf.

I walked to the car.

5alti: Yalla erkbi

She was smiling, 3'reba. 7sbtaha btkun m39ba, because I was walking with Fahad..

Lisa and I rode the car with 5alti Nouf, then..

5alti Nouf: Fahad 7bebi trj3 m3ana?
Fahad: La ymkn anam 3nd el3yal
5alti Nouf: 6yb

She closed the window then we moved.

It was silence for a couple of minutes but then 5alti Nouf talked..

5alti Nouf: Wsh beenk enti w Fahad?
Me: Hww wla shy 5alti!

She looked at me and smiled.

5alti Nouf: Ajal wsh jabkum hena?
Me: Wallah 9dfa, faj2a shftah
5alti Nouf: Aaa w lmn 5meteh 9dfa kman?

She laughed.
I think she's talking about what Ghada saw, that hug. Efff!!

Me: Ma 5meeta?
5alti Nouf: Ghada shaftkum yaa Ghalia

She winked.
What I like about 5alti Nouf that she's open minded, if I told her about everything she might get mad a bit but she won't tell my mother of course!

Me: 5alti knt 5ayfa mn elkalb w 5ameta..
5alti Nouf: Aaa 6ayb 7aki omk b'ha4a elmw6'u3 gabl ma he tft7a..

What does she mean? Ghada told my mother? Fuck her.

5alti Nouf: W 36eni jwalk

When I added him, you asked for my mobile?
But I didn't say a word, I handed her my mobile.

5alti Nouf: Esh el password?

MY PASSWORD IS FAHAD!!!!!!!!!
T5ylu agul laha?

Me: 36eni aft7a
5alti Nouf: Esh el password?
Me: Y T H L E R D C F D

I was saying random letters that wasn't my password.

5alti Nouf: 5la99 54eeeh mabeeh

She laughed.

We arrived to my house w he ra7t.

I entered my room and kept thinking, should I talk to my mother about the hug that elzg Ghada saw? A9lan what did Ghada told them? A7sahaa mk4baa elkalba!!!!!!

I changed into my PJ then went to my mother's room.
I knocked.

Mama: Ed5li
Me: Mama
Mama: Sami?
Me: Abi agul lk shy
Mama: Guli
Me: Awl shy, Ghada wsh gayla lkum?

She laughed.

Me: Mama traha k4aba
Mama: 7bebti ma y7taj tgulen shy, he tgul enk 5meteh bs twni mgfla mnn Nouf w he fhmtni

She smiled.
Yazenha 5alti Nouf!

I went back to my room and found a missed call from Deema, I called her back.

Deema: Hiiiiii
Me: 5eer?
Deema: Ghaaliaaa

She was laughing, m3 nafsaha.

Me: Wsh tbeen?
Deema: Wsh feets m39ba ya bnyti?

She kept laughing, 9dg mub wgtaha.

Me: Ghada el7ywanaaa t5ylii wsh swtt!
Deema: Wshu?

I told her what happened.

Deema: Umm 6yb Ghalia, enti maska shy 3n Ghada? T3rfeen shy 3anha?
Me: La
Deema: Esm3i, 97 knt bgul lk shy blmdrsa 3n Ghada?
Me: Eeee 9777 wsh ha4a elshy?
Deema: Tdreen enaha gabl shahreen kant m5awya wld 3ami?
Me: K4aabba!!
Deema: Wallah
Me: Wsh draak?
Deema: Malk d5l, 5leni akml esm3i!
Me: Kmli kmli
Deema: w 3amt'ha gf6t'ha
Me: Wsh swwttt laahhha??
Deema: Madri wsh swt laha bs lw 3rft enaha lsa t7aki wld 3ami, ymkn t4b7 Ghada
Me: 6yb he lsa t7akeh?
Deema: Ee
Me: Shukrrnn, esh esmah elkaml?
Deema: Yazeed Alflani, bs ana mali d5l 6yb? w la tgulen l3mt'ha l2nha mhz2a wld 3ami Yazeed kman!
Me: Eee 6ayyybb yalla bye.

I hang up.

El7een mskt 3leha shy!
Lw 3amt'ha 3rft enaha lsa t7aki Yazeed, bt4b7ha. Hahahaha!!!
Wallah awreeha.



I opened my bbm, Ghada's chat.

Chat:

Me: Ghada
Me: Keef Yazeed?;)
Ghada: Who's Yazeed?
Me: Ghada.. Esm3eeni! E4a k4bti mra thanya w g3dti t7keen 3ni 3nd omi w 5alti aw 3nd ay a7d wallah agul l3mtk fahma?:*
Ghada: I don't know what you're talking about
Me: Okay e4a klmt 3mtk w 3almt'ha ymkn t3rfeen 3an esh ga3da a7ki 97?

I'm not going to tell 3mt'ha 6b3n. bs a5wfha.

Ghada: Ghaliaa la t9ereeen bzzrrr!!!:s
Me: Ajal la tetflseen w tguleen en beni ana w Fahad shy 3shan ma a3lm 5alti Nouf, Abuk, 3mtk..
Ghada: Ok bs wsh drak?
Me: K4a dreet

I know, I shouldn't talk to her like this. She's older than me 3eeb, but still.. You know what she did? Wa7da eb wa7da! W la b3d he t7ki 3ni bs 3shan el hug, eff krht el hug bsbt'ha.

..

Few weeks later.

Ghada: Ay movie tbeen?

So.. Guess what?
I'm sleeping-over at Ghada's.
Actually we became kind of friends in those past weeks.

Me: Ay shy
Ghada: Tbeen project x?
Me: Ee
Ghada: Dgega hu eb 3'urft Fahad bru7 ajeeba
Me: Lalaaa ana bjeeba

She knows about Fahad.. You know that. But what changed is that she started to help me with him. Mu t5rb 3lay.

Ghada: Laa 5ilwa mafi
Me: Lww sm7tii
Ghada: La
Me: Ella

I went to Fahad's room.

I opened the door without knocking.

Me: Faaahaaad!
Fahad: Bismeelllaaah!

I laughed at him.
Arta3 bzyada. LOL!

Me: 36ni project x bs
Fahad: Lesh?
Me: Bnsulf m3ah, wsh rayk ya3ni?
Fahad: Kli zg

He laughed.

Fahad: Guli a7bk w a36eek 
Me: La

He opened eldrj w jab elmovie.

Fahad: Tbeena? 
Me: Eeeee 
Fahad: Guli a7bk 6yb? 
Me: Mabii 
Fahad: Ma t7beeni? 
Me: Ela 

I blushed.

I sat with him w g3dna nsulf.

Fahad: Wsh rayk ntrfja ana w enti w ns7b 3la Ghada? 
Me: Eee yalla 

He played the movie and we were sitting next to each other.

Then suddenly someone opened door... 

Monday, July 23, 2012

Chapter Thirteen

 The laugh were coming from up.
Is it a bird or what?

Both of us looked at the direction that the laugh came from.

It was from Ghada's window, from her room!!!
OMMMGGG!!!


Yaa allaah fsheelllaa!!


Ghada: 6yuur el7ubb

She kept laughing.


I didn't say a word, none of us talked.
I just walked inside the house, wore my 3baya and went back home with my mother.
Do you think that she'll tell anyone? 5alti Nouf? My mother? Laaa inshaallaah!
Even if she did, they won't beileve.
I'll say that I hugged him because of the dog, that's why I hugged him the first time right?

But the second hug was different, it was a long one. Y3ni 7ta lw knt 5ayfa ma 7'a5ma zy k4a.

All this day I was thinking of Ghada's laugh.. she saw us!!

I tried to get this out of my mind but I couldn't.
I want to add her and talk to her gabl ma he t7ki l'ay a7d.

But from where I'll get her pin? Fahad? No.

While thinking.. Fahad called.
Yummma!

I didn't answer, 7seet enaha Ghada.
Then again he called.

I answered this time.

I didn't talk.
I'm waiting for him to talk.

Fahad: Ghalia?

7mdellah its Fahad not Ghada.

Me: Halla?
Fahad: Ghada klmtk wla swt lk add?
Me: La lesh?
Fahad: S2ltni 3n rgmk w your pin bs glt en ma 3ndi

Wsh tbi feeni?

Me: Lesh tdwr rgmi w my pin?
Fahad: Tbi t7akek
Me: B esh?
Fahad: Madri bs tra kman s2ltni 3n your twitter account w 36et'ha
Me: Lesh ?!
Fahad: 3adi tbi t7akek, elzbda lw s2ltk eni 3ndk bbm wla ay shy la tgulen traha ma t3rf tskt
Me: 6yb shaftna tra!!
Fahad: Adri, t5yli tgul lome aw omk?

Cute ysmi 5alti Nouf omi? Eff mub wagti.

Me: La inshallah!
Fahad: Mohammed yalla m3 elslama ashufk bukra

Mohammed? Ymkn Ghada elbthra d5lt..

Me: 6yb bye.

I hang up, then I checked my twitter, I skipped everything. I just checked my followers.
And yes Ghada followed me..

I followed her back.

I'm expecting that she'll dm me? But she didn't.
So I locked my mobile without replying on mentions or bbm chats and slept.

..

Lisa: Yalla wake up school!

I woke up, I'm still in bed. I didn't move, I just opened my dms with fear. Bsmeillah.

She talked to me!!





Mashallah amdaha trd eb dgega?
I added her then I left my phone.

Entered the bathroom, brushed my teeth, washed my face and slept for 5 minutes. Lol.

Then I changed into my uniform.
I ate my breakfast, I usually don't but I'm trying to ignore my phone. 5ayfa ashuf.



Finally, when I finished everything I rode the car and un-locked my mobile.

I checked bbm..

She's talking to me.



Efff 9dg enaha bthra!!


Thank god that everyone knows that dogs is my biggest fear, haha!



SHIT!!! Efffff yaa alllaah esh aswwi el7een? Wsh agul?

I didn't open the chat, I left it k4a w trkt jwali.

I arrived to school, and yes I'm late..

I finished my exam and it was easy el7mdellah.

It was the fifth period and the teacher is absent. This day is more than amazing, an easy exam w 79a fra3'? Bs Ghada m5rba elyuum.

I didn't tell Areeb nor Deema about Ghada and the hug..

But I talked about Ghada and told them that we studied together.

Areeb: A7sk tkrheen Ghada

She laughed.
I don't hate her bs mnrfztni.

Me: La hw leeh akrha

I laughed.

Areeb: Madri
Deema: He Ghada Alflani zy Fahad 97?

Areeb gb9t'ha 3shan 9ut'ha kan 3ali w kna blf9l, so..

Me: Ee lesh?
Deema: La wla shy
Me: La wshu Deema?
Deema: B3deen agul lk
Me: El7een!
Deema: 5la9 b3deen

The school finished and I went back home.

I arrived home and still.. I haven't checked my bbm.
I kissed my parent's forehead.

Mama: Btnameen?
Me: Ee
Mama: Bgwmk, fi 3zema eb beet jdtk elyum
Me: 6yb

then went upstairs to take a nap, I'm so sleepy!

I checked my bbm gbl ma anam, 6b3n ma a3rf anam bdun ma ashfua.

I opened Ghada's chat..

  

I hate how she reply really fast, ma t36eni for9a afkr b eli agulah!

Even if she knew about us m7d b9dgha 97?

I don't care a9ln.
 

.. 


My mother wake me up.
I got dressed, applied some make up then wore my 3baya and rode the car with my mother.
We're going to pick 5alti Nouf and Ghada, efff.

We arrived to their house, and my mother called 5alti Nouf billions of times but she didn't answer.
So she told me to go inside and tell them that we arrived.
I got out of the car.

We were inside the house already bs bel7ush so I entered the villa.

Fahad was playing play station bl9ala.

Me: Ween 5alti Nouf?

When he saw me, he stared.

Fahad: Wsh 4al jamal?
Me: Shukrn, ween 5alti Nouf 6yb?

I laughed.

Fahad: Fug

He called her room then she came, with Ghada..

Ghada were giving me those looks eli tnrfz, wdi ashwt'ha.
We rode the car then went to the 3zema.

We arrived.

There were Sara, Lulu's cousin. You know her..
But Lulu wasn't there.

Sara, Me, some other girls were sitting in the other mjls as always.


After dinner, Sara and I went to wash our hands.

While washing..

3mt Fahad and Ghada came.

3mt Fahad: Ha wsh glti eb Fahad?

She winked.
She wants Sara for Fahad, I felt a bit jealous but I laughed 3shan Ghada ma t7s.

Ghada: La 3mti a5uy ma ya54 ela eli y7bha 97 Ghalia?

NA33AAMM?? 3naaadd tf6'77 y33nii???


3mt Fahad: W ween ha4i eli y7bha?

She smiled.

Ghada: Gdamk

She winked.

I HATE HER I REALLY DO.
I JUST WANT TO KILL HER.
7YWANA.
KALBA.
ZGA.
TBNA.
FUCK HER!!
5EEEER TGUL K4A? GDAM 3MT FAHAD KMAN?

I smiled then walked away.

..

The next day I deleted Fahad without saying anything.
K4a fj2a ms7tah w 6feet my bbm.

Today I'm going to Deema's.

I didn't have fun at all, I'm thinking of Fahad..
At the end of the day, Areeb went back with me.
B76ha eb bet'ha.

W9lna bet'ha w ra7t.

Then we moved.

Suddenly, in our way the car stopped.

Me: Lesh wgft?

I asked the driver.
He got out of the car and tried to know what's wrong but he couldn't. So I called my mother.

Me: Mama elsyara faj2a 5rbt
Mama: Yaa allah wsh feeha?
Me: Madri
Mama: Greeba mn elbeet?
Me: Ma a6'n madri
Mama: 6yb ween Areeb?
Me: Wdet'ha beet'ha, 5ali elsawag elthani yji bs!
Mama: Ma54 ejaza
Me: 6yb 5la9 bklm Deema wla Areeb..
Mama: Klmeni w guleli wsh by9er
Me: Inshallah

I called Areeb, she said that she can't. 7Ta Deema, a9lan its too late.

I got out from the car because the air conditioner is off.

I called my mother and she said that someone is going to pick me up. I

Our car stopped in front of a house, kna b7arat. And it was EMPTY. Bs y5wf.

Faj2a a house door opened.

I looked to see who it was..

A Boy.

Lfeet 3la 6ul, mabi ana6'ra w y7sbni atmel7.
3'6eet wajhi kman.

Then more than 5 boys got out of the house w g3du yst9'rfun 3lay.

But one of them were defending.
I didn't bother to look back to see who it was, I rode the car.
El7rr ahwn mn ma ag3d belshar3 k4a.


One of the guys came to my car and knocked on the window, I didn't look.
Then he said “Ghalia

So I opened it.  





Sunday, July 22, 2012

Chapter Twelve


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When I heard him, I froze.
I didn't know what to do, my face turned red.

Fahad: Lsa ma sm3teni?

He laughed.
I blushed and didn't reply.

Fahad: Ghalia wsh feek skti?

Before I could even reply, my mother shouted our names.

Mama: Fahadd Ghaliaa ta3aaluu

El7mdellah.
I stood and went to her.

Mama: T3aluu slmuu 3la Ghadaa

Ghada is Fahad's older sister, she's in college and she studies in London.
She couldn't come to the wedding because she had exams but she tried her best to come.

Slmt 3leha and Fahad hugged her, cute.

Everyone were talking except Fahad and I. 
No smiles 7ta. 
I was thinking of what he said!

..

Two days passed and we haven't talked.
On bbm, phone calls, everything..

I don't know why, but we stopped talking suddenly.

The school bell rang then I rode the car.
Something actually shocked me.. Fahad is talking to me.



Well its just a hey, but at least he talked.



We've never talked like this.. y3ni nmun bzyada mafi kefk w ma kefk.



Yumaa.




I kept staring and staring.
What a weird question!!
I don't know what to reply, should I confess?
But I'm afraid that he's joking as always w atfshl..
Laa ween byg3d 3la mz7tah yumeen?
5leni ast3'bi bs.



I called Areeb before Fahad replied. I need help, I don't know what to say!

Me: Areeeb?
Waleed: La

I can hear Areeb screaming at him and saying “36ni jwali” but he refused to give her, ya sheen mz7ah.
So I hang up and called Deema, but she didn't answer.
I called Lulu, her phone was closed.

Mashalllaah meeen aklmm y3nii ?!
Efff 9dg ma a3rf wsh agul.

So I decided to open his chat and see what he said.



I BLUSHED WHEN I READ THAT!! 
I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO SAY!! 

Should I confess? Yes, no, yes, no, yes, no, YESS!! noo.. 
I DON'T KNOW!


TYPING 7TA ANA FELT MADRI KEEF, IT WAS REALLY SCARY!! 

SHIT SHIT SHIT AN R!! 

There's an R, he didn't reply???? La ykun ga3d ymz7????

But then I got a call from him.
I answered.

Fahad: A7bbkkk!!!

I BLUSHED.
I thought that he'll say amz7..

Fahad: 9dg t7beeni?
Me: Ee

My face turned red.

Fahad: Guli a7bk
Me: La
Fahad: Please
Me: La
Fahad: Lesh? Tst7een?
Me: Laa 3shani belsyara

Actually yes I get shy, bs kman ana belsyara. 5eer agul gdam elswag welmurbya? Wallah yrta3un.

After talking a bit, I hang up because I arrived home.


I kissed my parent's forehead then went upstairs to take a nap.
Before I do, I checked my bbm. 

I'm beyond happy 7mdellah. 

Fahad was talking to me and I replied then slept.

I woke up two hours later, and guess who woke me up? A call from Fahad.

After I hang up from him, I took a shower.
Then went downstairs but I didn't find my mother.

I called her.

Me: Weenk?
Mama: 3nd o5ti Nouf

:o!!
Abiii aruuu777.

Me: Mta btrj3een?
Mama: Twni wa9la
Me: Bji
Mama: 6yb el7een brsl lk elswag
Me: 6yb

I changed my clothes then wore my 3baya, I finished in 5 minutes mn el7mas.

The driver haven't arrived yet so I waited in excitement.
I decided not to tell Fahad, it would be a pleasant surprise to see me. haha.

The driver came and I rode the car.

W9lt beet 5alti Nouf.
I got in, kan fi Mama, 5alti Nouf and Ghada.

Slmt 3lehum w jlst m3ahum.
But Fahad wasn't there.. where is he?

Suddenly, my mother got a call and when she hang up she looked at me.

Mama: 3ndk e5tbar bukra w ma t3lmeeni?

Yuma, esh draha?

Me: Samii?
Mama: Enti w Areeb ybelkum 6gg

She laughed.

Mama: Omaha twaha mklmtni tbi ns5a mn ktab elrya6'yat
Me: Ma 3ndi
Mama: Ma drsti ?!

3adi its a monthly quiz and I did my home works tra.. but if I said this in her face she might kill me.

5alti Nouf: Ghalia 7bebti enti thalth mtws6 97?
Me: Ee
5alti Nouf: 5leha td5l 3la elmdrsa, ga3da tdrs Fahad

Wohhooo, Fahad and I studying together \o/

Mama: E4a 5ll9 Fahad tru7een tdrseen fahma?
Ghada: Bs 5alti Fahad 3ndah e5tbar rya9'yat bukra kman, ydrsun m3 b36' a7sn

Goo Ghaadaaa!!! yaa allllah 7beet'ha LOL. 
I smiled madri leeh.

5alti Nouf walked with me till the mjls, she opened the door.
When Fahad saw me, he was really surprised.

5alti Nouf told the teacher that I have a rya6'yat exam.

I sat without saying a word and Fahad was SMILING. 
I smiled back 6b3n.

The Teacher: Da elemt7an mn kam lkam

Her accent is funny so both of us laughed.

The Teacher: Ma ted7kush!!!

We kept laughing and laughing.

The Teacher: Btd7ku leeh?
Me: La bs t4krt shy y6'7k
The Teacher: Rakezuu!!

E5tbarna mu zy b36', mu nfs eldrus.
So I waited till she finished teaching him some lessons, b3den drsna elbagi m3 b36'.
L2n the rest of the lessons zy b36'.

We stopped laughing w rkzna m3aha.

After we finished, ra7t elbthra.
It was just Fahad and I..

I stood and walked, I was about to get out from the mjls.

Fahad: Ween ray7a?
Me: Brj3 lhum
Fahad: La ta3ali ejlsi mn zman 3nk
Me: Lala t3al nru7

Ast7i njls l7alna.. 
He came then we went back to the mjls eli kan feeh Mama, 5alti Nouf and Ghada.
But no one was there except Ghada.

We sat with her.

Me: Ween Mama?
Ghada: Madri ween ra7u
Me: 6l3u?
Ghada: La bs madri wenhum

10 minutes later, she went upstairs.
Why am I always left with Fahad alone?

We kept talking about random things.

We went outside to play with the dog.
Dogs is simply my biggest fear.

Fahad: T5afeen?

The dog was next to him.

Me: La 6b3n
Fahad: Akeed?
Me: Eee

Yaa enii k4abaa.

Fahad: Go Maax goo boyy gooo

He was pointing at me.
The dog ran to my direction so I ran too.
G3dt ark9' w hu yl7gni..

Me: Faahhaaaad!!!

HE WAS LAUGHING!!

I kept running and the dog is following me!!
A333 I HATE DOGS!!

I ran to Fahad and hugged him.
'39bn 3ni.. mn el5uf wallah!

Fahad: Stop Max!

He stopped immediately.

I let go Fahad, b3dt 3nah shwy.
Its kind of awkward to hug him k4a faj2a.....

Fahad: Max come here!

I pulled his t-shirt.

Me: Laa Fahad laa pleasee
Fahad: GOOD BOY COME COME

He jumped on him fa t5beet wra fheed mn el5uf.
Fahad is enjoying this, 7ywan.

Fahad: Gooo Maaaxx

He threw something then Max ran to fitch it.

Fahad: T7beni?
Me: La
Fahad: Guli a7bk
Me: La
Fahad: Maa-

He was about to say Max, I interrupted him.

Me: Amz7 wallah a7bkkk bs la t5leeh yjii

He smiled when I said that.

Fahad: Ghalia a7bk wallah

I BLUSHED.
Na6'rt elar6'. 

It went silence for a minute.

then he held my hand and walked together.

Max was walking beside me but I didn't scream/ran or anything..

While walking around, I got a call from my mother.

I answered.

Mama: Ghalia
Me: Sami?
Mama: Yalla ana labsa 3bayti astnak t3ali
Me: Inshallah

she hang up.

Me: Fahad yalla bye bru7
Fahad: Bye

He hugged me.

I blushed, literally I BLUSHED.

This hug lasted for a couple of minutes.

Me: Yalla bru7
Fahad: A7bk!
Me: 7ta ana

He stared in my eyes without saying a word.
Kna da5leen jw bzyada.
But then..
A strange laugh interrupted...